Saturday, August 06, 2005

someone said to me, i'm entitled to happiness.
am i? i ask myself, can i have that?
i wish i have. .

had a kopichattinglaughingcrying session with jo.
i never knew we felt so alike, everything we're worried about is the same. it was so unexpected that we actually had the same mindset about certain things that i shant say it here.
i found out i'm actually a suicidal person. gosh, thats such a new thing to me. LAUGHS OUT LOUD* i seriously need a lil' professional advices on how to keep my prone-to-suicide-mind down. i'm so tired right now, my bed is calling for me. my entry is getting a lil to lengthy so i'd better stop.
and please stop questioning me about what is happening to me. the reason is simple, i, myself aint sure too.